Well well now

well, ive been very quiet latley..
much on my mind.. and not a soul to tell or share my thoughts

i dont even know what, or why ive been in this surreal state of mind..

well any way to take my fluttery mind out of what ever state of mind i so often find my self in
i read..
any thing..
and its making me really quiet..
people in skool think im in a bad mood....

no im just very perseptive at the moment thank you very much..
everyone knows when im mad.. no need to ask u can just tell.. i think people think im depressed
or something like that



i have so many books that i want to finish reading.. im dying to finish this one at this very moement..

but i havent posted in such a long time i figured if i dont now i wont..


well to recap on this past week.. or weekend... i broke up with randi... not to thrilling...
i went through a homicidal rampage...

saved my neighbors dog.. and well eventually calmed back down to my sences... and now we're back together

it strikes me odd.. how i let everything that happens between us get to me ..
with the other things i hate to actually admit i was intimate with.. i didnt let things faze me
i would always win
or at least feel better when i told them off...
this one.... the pain actually comes back to me.. when i say something to upset her

it indeed burns me..


passion creates passion something i heard today... and i immediatley thought of you
my stomach fluttered with embarassment towards my self... as if others could hear and see my thoughts.. and the conversations i have with my self in my head

crazy?
no.. pensative
thinking in a defferent state of mind...


something ive been thinking about latley


your mind is infinity...


you can be...and do anything when you imagine it..

my mind is so unlimited and i have a crazy imagination


fact... we only use... at most.. 15 Percent of out brain normally 11

the rest... whhats it there for??

im not positive but i have an idea..

i believe.. thinking... openly.. entirley and unlimitedly

i can tap in to a fraction of what normal people dont know how to use


but .. well its just a thought..

nothing more then an idea running though my river of thoughts