Taught that everyone else is dirrty.. their Love is meaningless

Cold and silent,
soiled face I will wash it all away,
With my love,
That's all she's ever needed, from me
It's my time, to mother,
One of my own in my life,
I am so alone,
left with no one In my life,
I'm so alone
Life submissiveness, Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his mother,
At least that's what she said, Life of a simple man,
Taught that everyone else is dirty,
And their love is meaningless,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy

My mood: silent
My every inch hurts with out you

I feel lost at words..
you cannot tame every aspect of my life


It Was your fault..
if you indeed, refuse to acknowledge this important piece of information, a fact
Our realtionship will Infact be no more
Its not that i wish to blame this on you. it is souly the fact that it Is Because of You
Over something stupid, something as harmless as a friend, that i have clearly a shortage of.
I spend All of my time when i have anyto give straight to you
i hang out once with someone other than you. when i wanted you to be there and you hang up on me to take irrational steps that i dont even think i can handle with out my heart being ripped from me
I feel this noose its so tight, around my neck you cant see it
but i can feel it

this is so rediculous.. the dream that i had the other night finaly came back to me..
it wasnt lost in my shortterm people like me dont forget forever... it just hides in the back of my mind.. until the story unravels.. until its time to see what everythings really about
yea i just sent that to you..
but you wont understand it.. because i wont explain it


Dont you know,Time Waits for No man..? Our Fate, Is on Plan
I've loved and I've lost just to hold you all night
Can't find, a reason why
God came, to you and I
If I had the chance again, I'd never let you go Hold tight to your love, cause you never know
Her eyes are brown and beautiful, yet empty and sad
We spent more time together but it was never enough
Perfectly honest and complete, Forever changing the expression of my thoughts when I speak
It was because of her, I even deaded all of my freaks
So I decided one day,
to tell her my feelings was true
I couldn't live without her so I told her, facing my fears
But honey's only response, was a face full of tears
I felt like moth that got himself too close to the light
Except i didnt burn, i turned cold after this night
i find it hard to speak openly when people spoke to me
this is not t he way i envisioned like would be

At night in my room, I'd close my eyes and I'd see her Hold her close in my dreams, but when I woke she disappeared

At least i got to see what True love really was, But it Hurts me to see what True Love really does