FUck

i was in a bad mood.. and i posted some mean shit just now... but i re read what i wrote this monring about you.. and it made my heart feel not so heavy
That,... and a whole lot of chocolate..
Halloween was alright,. its weird not drinking or smoking,, simply not being intoxicated on halloween period is weird... sober is odd on holidays.
i guess its for the better a lot of old friends.. i guess if thats what i wanna call them, turned in to druggies.. and people that didnt use to drink or smoke at all.. are picking it up more and more.. it kind of sux.. makes me wanna roll it up light it up inhallee exhaaallee Lol DORK
Randi killed my high today tho... i was so hyper i was literally buggin face.. then she attacked with a quick witted snotty atitude,, and i shut up and didnt say n e thing... then she was all like WUTS WRONG.. nothing.... LIAR ... no..... WHATS WRONG... NOTHING
yeah.. than she drove me home. oh well i might as well go to sleep.. maybe i wont see her for a good while... than shell miss me.. and i wont care...
if i dissapeared.. im sure no one would miss me... im a fuckin loser.. well anywho..
heres that dumb letter thing i started writing to her.. that i never wrote down on paper.



when i woke up this morning... i had realized i dreamt about you
when i woke up this morning i was only thinking about you
Babe..
i really have this thing for you
I fell
And I fell really hard
im in love with you
im all yours Pookie
no one but yours
I love spending my time with you
in my life, theres no else one but you
Nothing but Us
I hate when we fight
But you look so cute when your mad
i love making you laugh.. on the counta you my this funny smile from ear to ear that cracks me up even more than we're already laughing
I love the way you fit so perfectly in my arms
i love your lips the way they feel when we kiss
I love you More than my words can say it..
I feel like we were meant to be
I hope this hunch that i have is right
Id Love to spend the rest of my life with you at my side
You make me feel so strong
I feel like the world stops when you hold my hand
I woke up thinking about you
I think I had a dream about us
But its too hazy to remember
I wanna put all my trust in you
Cuz there really is No one else but you
You make my heart skip beats