Slacker..

Havent been here in a while...
Long time no post.. Lmao Damn im corny
any who ive been so lazy... im not feling so hot today either.. i feel dizzy n i havent even drugged up yet
Oh... i broke my ass the other day at my girls house.. haha that was funny.. the next day i couldnt walk to save my life... so if i was being chased by a minutaur i would have been ass raped by the horns on his head
Zah... todays my third day offfrom skool... i didnt want to wake , and i cant findmy house key so i would have been locked out any way..
my goal today is to clean everything up... ive been such a mess latley i guess thats from being lazy...
i need to find my keys my wallet... my brain.... and my english essay that still at this very moment needs to be printed out.....


lOL IM BACK
A couple of days later.. its saturday.
i can walk on my foot now... but when it rains.. and when its cold it hurts...
Im so rediculous
well any who.. i went to skool thursday and friday.. i really did not want to wake up
but i did.. and every one asked me how iwas.. of coarse miserable...
i hadnt fought with the wifey in a while...and before she left she once again reminded me that she doesnt trust me.. i wwas soo upset.. klnowing i wasnt going to see her for a few days..
i tried not to bother her... on the counta she was in florida.. and i was upest and well all i wanted to do was complain.. so i called her anyway
said what i had to say and no reaction.... this upset me even more
same thing the next day... no reaction...
she called me this mroning. and i was ncie,... im not gonnabother being upset.. when she gets here later on tonight we will talk about this like adults.... and hopefully fix things with out me or her crying... or... me wanting to choke the life out of her..
all i know is that i cant stop thinking about her.... damn i got it bad.. balls in an iron vice...
but for somereason.. i feel like putting up with this because i really care about this girl..
i love her, for her.. eventho we both get on eachothers nerves .. and even tho shes so touchy when you say thigns a certain way... i put up with it... not because i have to... i want to... i feel like this really could really wORK who said love was easy?
i cant make her trust me... and vice versa.. its something u have to gain slowly.. and im stuborn and impatient.. and well so is she...
i think its worth putting up with ill prove to her.. that i love her.. and that she can trust me.. even thoi feel like i shouldnt have too.. i wil cuz.. well i want to

i love my pookie bear